New Life Begins

It's been a week since I started my life where I supposed to be. I've regained my sleeping pattern and Alhamdulillah, less headache and certainly less stress.

I've busy daily schedule now and most of the time I’ve spent my time in the kitchen and that keeps me smiling and energetic. Although at times I feel a bit upset for letting go the once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, but I am glad that I've made this decision; A decision to uplift the living condition of my family.

All these while, I've been collecting information on business and afraid to start off a business without proper preparation; mental and knowledge wise. Now, I have no choice but to do it.

I know some people criticized me of my 'weird' behaviour and thinking. Maybe they don't understand the real meaning of life on broader perspectives. People who less read or travelled can't imagine or understand things holistically. Some of these people do things without knowing or run things based on gut feelings and greed, that’s why they are not satisfied or unable to be happy. I am not saying that I am well-read or well-travelled, but at least I travelled about half of the Globe and I've seen what most people haven't seen or experienced. I thank God for that.

Now I am busy re-reading my notes and books on starting business plan and strategies. I will apply what I've learn during my job attachments at Business Development, International Business, Business Strategy and Intelligence. I have slight confidence that I can do well in this, but I am yet to grasp the nature of what I what I am doing now and educate the people I am dealing with.

Well, I’ve learned one thing. Happiness does matter. Yes, I am happy so far. I have set short-term target. Not so global or overwhelming this time round, but big enough to make my sisters and mom happy. For now, I am keeping my dreams aside temporarily. Surely and slowly I will continue what I've stopped.
I am dedicating my life, energy, money, experiences, and knowledge for the ones I love so much.